this is my personal interpretation of dead skin by crossfade i've made my mistakes and some come back against me causing war in my mind helping limit what i can do by burning up my energy and desire "So I'm the king of all these things of this mess I have made Such a waste what a shame" i have a friend and anytime iv'e been with her i feel right inside full of energy and no longer having to deal with my mental fueding at all "The alcohol the demerol these things never could replace What a minute with you could do to put a smile on my face" this issue of mine is years old with no show of change "I'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you that has torn at me for years" i've tried for years to change to get rid of my internal problems but never any appreciable change "I can't get out of this dead skin I can't shed my skin I'm not sure where to begin why can't I begin again I can't get under my dead skin I can't shed my skin Can I sleep 'til then" sometime i have wished i could just sleep it all away perhaps retreat to my dreams indefinantly and when im awake i do what i can now to distracct myself to in esscence stay out of my thoughts which i used to have no problem with "Phenobarbital and alcohol these two surely will do To knock me out keep me down at least a day or two When I'm awake I can taste how bitter I've become And it's more than I can bear" i think the rest of the lyrics can pretty much fall under what i've described. i heard this song years ago and remembered it so i looked it up and it seems to fit how i feel perfectly. .

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